Well, apparently things really are stressing me out--yesterday I teared up during training at the sheer overwhelmingness of it all. I think deep down I am really not sure if I can do this--or at least do this well. That I shouldn't be teaching at all. Add that to a week and a half of sitting and stewing, not knowing much for sure about exactly what the coming year will actually entail--that's a good making for some stress hormones.
Also, I am so tired. More so every day. I've been going to bed at 10.15-10.30 and it's just not enough.
And more also, my knees suck. Patellar tendonitis and bursitis on both sides. Fun times!
You really can't blame me for a few tears now, can you?