Monday, August 20, 2007
Day 142: Blue
This coming year will suck. My administration will be completely different but I don't know any details. My only three school friends are gone, two out of state. The classes I will teach will be like my first year: two middle and one inclusion (meaning nearly half will be special ed). Though I think last year began okay, it ended badly and left me very unhappy (although thrilled and utterly relieved to get to the summer).
I hate feeling so negative; I wish I could change my mood. But look at all those ominous events!
Friday night I finally cried, from the stress of thinking and worrying and dreading September 4.